Golden Lights

He is an exceptional man. With lightening blue eyes that pierce straight into my soul; making new discoveries with every blink. I see a beautiful life in those eyes; if I could only dive inside and become a part of it.

Softly exhibiting patience, he acknowledges my flaws, and is entirely accepting. His heart is golden, working overtime to bestow complete adoration. As do I. I wish to furnish his heart with every last one of his wants and needs. I am for him.

I long to be in his arms; safe and secure. Our bodies entwined, I synchronize my breath with his, and rhythmically align my chest to rise and fall as one. As we lay in slumber, we are but one solitary unit. And this simple moment is all I'll ever need to feel a sense of home.

I love you. Forever and always.

Nowhere Fast

frustration.

What Difference Does it Make?

    I know it shouldn't upset me. Because people have their own troubles, and what I need to discover has to be done by me. Individually; independently. Although I feel I need people in my life so much closer, I first need to become more personal with myself- by myself. On my own terms. It is very difficult- entirely too difficult, but I am trying. 

    I promise I'm trying. I know I have no justification to want empathy, but I'm working on getting past that. 

In the Future When All's Well

The summer has provided me with an entirely new discovery of life. Laying in the grass on a mildly cool day - the breeze caresses its hand against your skin; while wisps of hair gently brush across your face; and the sun sneaks its way through the swaying branches, reaching towards the ground below. Sit back and recognize the beauty around you, for it gives an undeniable sense of appreciation for your own being. To coexist in a world full of love and pleasantries is entirely satisfying.

The road leads where it's led, and wether by chance or not, my path has led me to a wonderful man with the best of intentions. He really is my silver lining :)