A beautiful song. Perfect when falling asleep.

    A much needed weekend lies ahead, and even though I'm working a morning shift my boyfriend will have plenty of time to spend with me. I like when he finally gets to relax, and isn't so tired out and stressed about work and the new loft.
    Our weekends are always pleasant together because we aren't rushed, we aren't worried about the pressures of life, at least for the little while we're together. It really does wonders for our spirits, to simply lay together and feel the closeness of our bodies.
    I am so looking forward to this weekend especially. I need to de-stress after this long week, and set aside my fears of new medication and a broken car while I can. I know being with him will do the trick!

He is so amazing, I just can't get over the way he treats me. I feel all sappy when I think of him. I must be the luckiest girl in the world. No, I definitely am.

    He gives me the yearn to live again- to release all the worries and live strictly in the present. I have a great way of ruining certain moments that should be pleasant. It must be a talent of mine. I'd rather just be happy, not take him so seriously (or myself).

    I need to learn to let things go, to remember there's nothing I can do about it. I need to get over myself, get over him laughing at me for crying after sex because he doesn't understand, that it doesn't mean as much to him and I should stop caring too. I need to stop resenting him for laughing because I was just being childish, living in a fantasy world. 

     We are happy together, and I should stop taking our relationship so seriously. I think that's what he wants?

"Won't you stop and breathe, tell me what you want to feel. I could draw on all these things; baby I feel this beauty pull me to a- Soft and warm, I know this is all I need."