William, It Was Really Nothing

    He gives me the yearn to live again- to release all the worries and live strictly in the present. I have a great way of ruining certain moments that should be pleasant. It must be a talent of mine. I'd rather just be happy, not take him so seriously (or myself).

    I need to learn to let things go, to remember there's nothing I can do about it. I need to get over myself, get over him laughing at me for crying after sex because he doesn't understand, that it doesn't mean as much to him and I should stop caring too. I need to stop resenting him for laughing because I was just being childish, living in a fantasy world. 

     We are happy together, and I should stop taking our relationship so seriously. I think that's what he wants?

"Won't you stop and breathe, tell me what you want to feel. I could draw on all these things; baby I feel this beauty pull me to a- Soft and warm, I know this is all I need."