Girlfriend In a Coma

Is it pathetic to say that I've been throughly searching out my 'perfect' engagement ring, when in reality it won't be for awhile? That is to say, if it happens at all. I can't help it, but I love the idea of having that beautiful ring on my finger that says "yes, I'm all his." Yes, I am vain, and I can't pretend to be the modern girl that thinks she doesn't need something to symbolize love and trust. I simply want something to show off how wonderfully happy I am. All in due time, but really, a girl can dream :)