It's the ambiance of winter days such as these that give me a horrible feeling. The gloom from the overcast days seem to force itself on everyone, oppressing any chance of happiness. And ofcourse, I am no exception. The days seem longer- never-ending, as if mother nature realizes people are praying for just a small glimpse of the sun, and she decides to hold out on us instead.
It's days like these that do not help a recoverer. It feels like some energy is pushing me back, back into what I was. Although at many times I feel like indulging myself in past habits, I am repeatedly reminding myself that it isn't worth it. Hopefully my reminders will be enough.
1 comment:
I have a tough time with winter weather as well. I have found that writing during these days really helps. I love your blogs. I relate also to your one about your father. I have had a really tumultuous and confusing one with my momma. thanks for your honesty lady :)
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