Spring-heeled Jim

      It was sweet of him to visit. Almost as if he knew it was what I needed. I was irrationally lonely Sunday and Monday, for no apparent reason. Nothing unusual had taken place- I know he had to leave. I was unmistakably in my dark place, when all I can do is sleep and hope it will pass. Eventually it did, and I was calm enough to finish my work.
     Just his presence brings tranquility to my psyche. Nothing between us is forced- loving him is so simple.  Sometimes I fear that this easy love will be our downfall. And I am reminded that love shouldn't feel like an obligation. It should happen with ease, just as it is with him.
    I've been through plenty of pain in my life, and I'm beginning to believe it wasn't deserved punishment. Maybe it was something I needed to deal with to gain strength- to mature into the woman I am now. I am thankful my sweetheart has seen me for who I truly am- seen past the scars. I love you.