Work is a Four Letter Word

    I am cold to the touch, and put on an extra sweatshirt to face the chill of the wind outside. The tulips are shivering, lifting their petals in hopes of catching the sun. 

    I haven't felt this kind of anxiety in so long. The kind of anxiousness that keeps me from a comfortable sleep. A churning in your stomach so fierce you'd like to buckle over in pain. Vibrating throughout your entire body, you try to control it, but find any attempt you make futile. 

    I know that I can do this, I know that this feeling will go away- something I didn't realize in the past. 

    My darling, thank you for always keeping a positive outlook on life. For always helping me to remember how beautiful my life is. 

“To achieve, you need thought. You have to know what you are doing and that's real power.”